Well its not life that's bogging me down, its just work.
I have spent 0 days in my office over the past 4 weeks. Instead, I've been driving around southern Arizona, staying in Tucson hotels, and flying back and forth to Fort Worth Texas. I am seriously hoping there is some calm over this Thanksgiving weekend. I even said a prayer... it went like this:
Please have everyone take the weekend off! Please let the emails and phone calls stop!
So, I'm sitting on a conference call right now, and I'm so burned out, I'm sick of working... so I'm venting into my Blog about the insanity that is the pace of work right now. I am hoping beyond hope that this ends soon... and I've had that thought a million times now. Everytime I think I see an end, a light at the end of a tunnel, it gets extended.
I joke with people about it...
- at one point, about 8/9 months ago, I joked that I was going to get pregnant so that by now I'd be on maternity leave;
- then I started trying to get fired, noone would buy it;
- my latest is to ask someone to shoot me.
There are a lot of people at my meetings with guns, and I figure if they give me a good shot somewhere, I'd be able to be in hospital for a couple months; they won't do it.
- so, I'm starting to realize that the only thing left is to quit.
But I'm not a quitter.
One day it has to end on its own, don't you think?
Eventually all of this will be built, it has to end.