Sometimes I wish I had someone else's life.
Like someone with a peaceful existance that doesn't require any decision making.
Its so frustrating that everything takes so much energy. Why does nothing ever seem to work unless you put in loads of energy?
Today I am frustrated because it seems like work has stopped.
There are no emails coming in.
There are no piles of things to do.
Where did it all go?
and I know the only way to get it back on track is to make it happen myself.
Why are there no people with initiative? why is everyone so willing to just sit in their cube and not try?
You would think that in the consulting industry people would have more drive... but, sadly, no they don't.
or maybe its just this company.
I think about that, and wonder if there is a way to find a company with people who care, people who really want a challenge, people who will think for themselves.
Is there a place out there like that? Is there a place where people actually care about their work, where you don't have to basically force them to work?
like I said, today I am frustrated.